A familiar and rotten feeling
To date, I have never had a proper diagnosis, it is
something I have suffered from juvenile times that I need to find a stop to.
The stomach/abdominal pain that comes in waves with little in terms of relief
can continue for up to a day. Usually starting early in the morning and
continuing with moments of respite throughout the day.
Blog - I
remember this tummy ache – (October 2007)
Blog - The pain is
a long story – (September 2023)
It can be exhausting and the most I can do in terms of
remedy is lie on my belly cushioned over a soft pillow and drink lots of sweet
and milky tea. This might be accompanied by bowel movement or vomiting, which
it was today, but it just adds to the discomfort of it all.
The thoughts that ran through my mind as I writhed with
pain in my bedroom midmorning without the appetite for any ingestion even of
pain relief, I would hate to consider again. I seem to have learnt to endure the pain with the hope it soon subsides.
The need for more rest
As I write this blog, even though I believe the worst of
it is over, the muscles of my stomach seem to retain a memory of the suffering
I endured with a foreboding that it might creep on me again. Thankfully, the
pain associated with my waterworks post-radiotherapy has literally dissipated.
When I lay on the sofa in the living room, I passed the
time away with old playbacks on YouTube of The Love Boat and Fantasy Island. Between
the grimaces of pain and the comfort that interspersed today's main event, I
did not even notice that we had some rain.
I think I’ll be fine for the rest of the day. There was
no indicator as to why this ailment took hold today. I am glad it is over, and
it is evident that for all the strength that I think I have regained in my
first week of recuperation, I really do need as much rest as I can get, and I
have not got nearly as much as I need, so far.