Me, myself, and I here
Sometimes, I wonder
what separates me from Miss
Havisham apart from the promise of a wedding that still endures to be
fulfilled in due time and having not stopped any of the clocks in my apartment.
Much as I would not leave anything to decay in here, my window blinds are
rarely pulled up to let in natural light, there has been a fire, but not here, I
quite well can exist in the isolated calm of a hermit, not interacting with the
outside world for as long as I want.
None of that should
read as being an antisocial being, I love the company of people to converse
with, probably enjoy dinner or going out, indeed, I do chat to strangers, yet I
am anything but an extrovert, I do not have the mental energy for crowds or big
parties, I would soon be sat in a corner alone than be found chatting away
network and glad-handing.
Ashes and debris
This morning, as I
stepped out for my walking exercise, I saw some debris outside one of the
blocks in our village, it is a good three blocks away with a cul-de-sac separating
us, but we share the same vast subterranean carpark and the communal gym
accessed with registered secure processes. It all looked charred as if consumed
with fire and I wondered why anyone would set their rubbish on fire outside the
block.
Later, some workmen
had arrived to shovel away the debris and I was tempted to ask questions, I did
not. It wasn’t till later as I stepped out for some shopping that I met my
neighbour in the foyer, and she asked if I knew about the fire in that block.
Fire? Yes, there was a fire, a huge one at that with flames shooting out of the
roof of the block on the top floor of a 6-storey apartment block, with the main
roads in the area cordoned off.
Stranger lights in
the nights
It so happens, I
never stepped out yesterday, at least not from the afternoon of two days
before, there was commotion, and 5 fire engines I was told, and no one even
reported the incident on our village Facebook page. This was the same block in
which just about a year ago, a human and sex trafficking ring was busted. I
cannot find any information about the fire in our city newspaper, like it has
been hushed up.
Then I was told there
was another fire across the street a few weeks ago that I should have been able
to observe from the windows of my side of the apartment complex. There was? I
did not ask when exactly, as it might have coincided with when I was away, but
I knew nothing of it. It would suggest I am probably not the best candidate for
curtain twitching or the Neighbourhood Watch.
Much as some might attest to be powers of observation, I have not applied them
with any distinction to my immediate environment.
As it happens as
nothing happens
Once again, I have
been lulled into the apparently deceptive uneventfulness of genteel city living
where nothing of note happens and that gives cover to many things you would
never imagine happening around here. For a serial sex offender lived nearby, as
was the sex trafficking ring, and the Manchester bomber of May 2017 was on the
outer side of our village apartment block complex.
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living in the deception of the genteel
Do I need to get on a
nosey parker introductory course or is my penchant for presumably minding my
own business in a very English way getting in the way of basic curiosity and
awareness? That is something to think about. I might need to start with pulling
up my Venetian blinds and I doubt I am ready for that radical change in living
arrangements.
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