Catching myself on guard
Life is a journey, sometimes perilous
and sometimes tranquil, but what is a given is that there is no steady state.
The comfortable can so quickly turn and change is constantly pressing against
the familiar and the mundane either to carry you along with your ability to
adapt or leave you behind having been overtaken by circumstances.
For all the successes and adversity, I
have experienced in my life, I cannot say I have found a formula that works
best for each situation, much as I am not a tyro in the vicissitudes of life, I
have to catch myself from the despair that threatens to upset me, or throw
myself from the ease that allows me to settle without challenge or assertion
into lassitude.
Embracing and enduring change
Yet, it is not lassitude in the very
sense of the word, it is just that for the constancy of life day to day and for
larger intervals of time from which certain milestones are measured, you need
to be ready for change, know where you are in the change cycle and endure the
process with dignity and fortitude to when things do bring a new relief.
I am reminded and I caught myself
again that I should not despair, for have been through tough patches before and
this too shall pass. For in Psalm 23, the reason why I have to pass through the
valley of the shadow of death as one of the sheep of the Lord that is my shepherd
is that we have exhausted the freshness of the green pastures we grazed earlier
in the Psalm and need to find other cool still waters.
Eventually, new pastures and water must
be found
The green pastures and still waters we
need for sustenance so we can thrive and live in abundance are never in the
same place nor are adjacent to each other, there are journeys and wanderings in
treacherous landscapes where beast and predator might lie in wait of which I
should not bother myself too much for the good shepherd is there to protect and
lead, knowing the watering and feeding places in life as we roam as nomads in
the changes and pursuits of life.
It is from this realisation just as a
sense of foreboding tries to cloud my vision and lay grip on my hope that I
begin to calm myself down and reflect on the goodness that has blessed my
existence, favour and grace abound. The love of God consumes to show that
I should neither care for nor fear for anything. It would come good and get
better.
I comfort myself that before long even
as He knows that I thirst and hunger, we would not tarry, the abundance the
sheep needs to thrive again is not that far off, just stay the course trusting
and following the shepherd.
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